I don't tell this story too often, in fact growing up I
kinda learned to just keep it to myself.
Whenever people would find out I knew him, a gang of silly,
dumb questions would follow, and I would always end up having to
defend someone I loved so much.
When I was 5, my cousin Brian and I where OBSESSED with
Micheal Jackson. We had dolls, sleeping bags, lunch boxes, and OF COURSE
the gloves. I was pretty convinced I was goin to be him when I grew up,
and nobody could tell me otherwise! Brian was older then me, and found out at
school MJ actually lived in the Valley, we lived in. Anyone from LA pretty much
knew the house. So we wrote him letters and enclosed a bunch of pics, you
remember the ones from school you'd write on the bk, yeah well, lucky Micheal got
about 25 of me!! Basically we told him we LOVED him & I told him I was a
singer and dancer!!! We also asked him to come to our house & visit!! Our
loca tia Carol (RIP) took us to his house and we rang the gaurd gate. His gaurd
came out to us & took our letters. WE WERE SOOOOOOO HAPPY, we KNEW he would
get em!! I honestly can say we were just happy enough to see his gate &
meet his gaurd NEVER did we really expect what happened next.
About 4 days later, at 10:30 pm, my mom got the call from
Carol, Michael Jackson was HERE, in our APT building, on her couch. I was 5
& anybody who knows a 5 year old also knows that it's damn near impossible
to wake em up!! The pic you see of us is him holding me, cause I wouldn't wake
up, he insisted my parents take da pic so I would truly know he came!! A few
days later I was going into the hospital for sugery & he called me. I
couldn't BELIEVE I was talking to Micheal Jackson & that he actually had my
number!! Over the next few years he would invite Brian & I to his house, to
watch him shot his videos & to his shows.
It's weird, when I was lil, I didn't really grasp FAME,
especially his FAME. All I knew was he was my friend & I think thats
why he liked me. My friendship with him changed my life. It was a HUGE
influence, it made me believe having a singer career was in arms reach. My
neighborhood didn't support BIG DREAMS but his freindship gave me confidence
& assurance that ANYTHING & EVERYTHING is possible, if you work hard
& aren't scared to try. His generousity & kindness inspires me daily.
Here was the biggest super star in the world taking time out to come to a
broken down apt building in Van Nuys CA to see his fans. He was ALWAYS about
his fans & his community, and I really always knew that if I got my chance
I would strive to be just like that!!
Even as a tiny lil girl I could see his saddness & his
lonely. It was a part of him, I think his childhood, fame & money alienated
him from most of the world. Thats why he loved US cause we didnt care about the
BS!! We just had fun!! He was so goofy & silly, we would jump on his
trampoline and raid his candy shop.
Micheal was like Edward Scissorhands & Willy Wonka to
me, SOOOOO AMAZING in the HEART but so misunderstood by most! I love him always
for touching my life & showing me a different world then the one I grew up
in.
I hope those babies of his really grow up
understanding that they did have the best daddy in the world. His heart &
sprirt are what made him the GREATEST and so RARE.
One day I'll post more
pics, and tell ya specific stories!! All the good things ya heard about him
were ALL TRUE!! I promise!!
R.I.P M.J. YOU WILL BE MISSED AND ALWAYS LOVED!
